Now I'm alone

I can not stand it any longer this pain I carry inside.

Your absence in my life is stronger than I can bear.

I wish you understand me and I'd also like you to understand, but sometimes it is not possible.

These are the saddest and most painful moments that make us more harm and cause more fear me.
I acknowledge that I am not perfect, I agree that sometimes ... I'm not even a shadow of what you wish was. Without even realizing it and without wanting to ... you wake up in anger or maybe the sadness of not knowing how to control my impulses ... nor respect your love ... For your pride hurt and betray the most sacred ... that one day you gave me and I did not care.
And now I'm alone
What will I do, love me?
What will I do without you?
I do not feel like doing anything ...
Without you ... I do not feel even life.
Living dead ... sad and empty.
I curse the hour that I let out the love of my life. Blame my silly pride undeniable ... vile bitter fruit of my cowardice.

Well deserved what I have and I'm paying dearly. But both the pain and grief, I find no way to repair the damage you've done. A thousand times I would ask, beg like a thousand times and still would be few penalties that would pay you.

That's why ...
with heart in hand and with deep sadness and regret, I bow before you defeated and humiliated acknowledging my guilt and begging forgiveness for all the pain that is in your chest.

Yeah ... that pain which is not removed, it overwhelms, drowns, you lose sleep and not let you smile in spite of the time.
And I wonder ... "How do I know you feel that?"

Just because your game I'm sorry too.

I do not know if what I say is worth, because with a few words I can not erase the past. I pray and I beg you give me a chance (just one) to prove you've changed. To shout to the world from the rooftops that you 're the love of my life and I am only a poor devil.
They say the words with the wind and that is why I write all this:
I love you and are the love of my life